Another glimpse of lost love. Or love lost. The one that got away. A constant dilemma: hold them too close and risk pushing them away. Not holding them lets them slip away before you know it. When you were together you knew what tortures you now; you can’t go back.
There is no one else and never will be.

MIDIMike

Image  —  Posted: March 19, 2024 in #poetry, My Tunes, Poetry, Poetry POD
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Shifting to a better job and position I moved to Indiana to supervise late shift at a metal plating and plastic molding company. I moved first and rented a small place for a few months to make sure it was going to work before bringing my first wife out.
Small town.
One stop sign.
No one is in a rush. Worse than ‘island time’. I am so used to doing 10 things at once and find myself in the middle of nowhere doing nothing!
Farmers grow summer crops and often rotate to a winter wheat. Some farmers plant potatoes late in the season. Out there I felt like a Late Potato.
No rush.

Image  —  Posted: March 12, 2024 in #poetry, My Tunes, Poetry, Poetry POD
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I’ve been told I am so lucky

Doesn’t seem that way

From my point of view.

My history with women;

Lost faith in mankind.

Just to name two.

The weight

The mass

The volume

The energy

Whatever you want to call it.

All forces applied can delight or destroy.

The heat

The bond

The tension

The gravity

You take one, you take all of it.

Love’s my precious gift or Nothing but a Toy.

When honesty becomes a plaything

Nothing but a Toy

           It’s hard to trust in anything.

           Nothing but a Toy

           When honesty becomes a plaything

An old worn-out Toy

           It’s hard to trust in anything.

           I’m your little Toy.

I’ve been told that I am So Lucky

Doesn’t seem that way

From my point of view.

My history with women

And faith in mankind

Just to name one or two.

Image  —  Posted: March 8, 2024 in #poetry, My Tunes, Poetry
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What is the last thing you learned?

The last thing that I learned is that two male whales have sex with each other in the wild.

Image  —  Posted: March 7, 2024 in My Tunes
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This song has its roots in my observation of childhood development. In hind sight, this should have been my first ‘red flag’ while dating my current wife. Her daughter could not play games the way other kids do. She has to win. But not by actually winning. When she loses she will act as the winner and tell her version to anyone that will listen. Repeating a lie over and over almost makes it true.
She would ask me to play the game where you guess which hand she is holding the trinket or toy. Each time I would fail to guess the correct hand she would giggle and ask me to play again. In case you don’t have kids or didn’t guess it yet, she was not holding anything in either hand. That became the inspiration for the second verse.
My wife and I have been separated for a couple of years now. I failed to see the same behavioral traits exhibited by her daughter. My wife was just older and was able to hide the truth better. But even in 1987 the chorus was focused on why my wife behaved the way she did.
Had I known back then all those games and stories and false memories were intentional and part of her ‘great plan’, I would have cut my losses decades ago…… So much wasted time.

MIDIMike

Image  —  Posted: March 5, 2024 in #poetry, Poetry, Poetry POD
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What are three objects you couldn’t live without?

Food

Water

Shelter

The classics, lol.

Image  —  Posted: March 3, 2024 in My Tunes
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Do you enjoy your job?

I’m retired. I get paid now to do whatever I want. What do you think?

Image  —  Posted: February 29, 2024 in My Tunes
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Clearly that is what this was, an idea, but I love the first verse in that it sets up the rest of the mood for the song. I also have a lot of driving references in my songs over the years. Easy analogies, and I am an analogy king. The line about putting away your toys is another question that pops up in my themes about musical equipment and my home studio. I am not sure how long I will continue to write and record original songs and local bands. I am not sure when but I cannot stop now so I have not written my last song yet.

Image  —  Posted: February 27, 2024 in Poetry
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What bores you?

Question prompts like this.

Image  —  Posted: February 22, 2024 in My Tunes
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Back with the morbid themes. A how to guide when the end of your life is here. A lesson from the wise and experienced. Dyeing is the easiest part. Once you are gone though, your story can be told by others. So be kind!

Image  —  Posted: February 20, 2024 in Poetry
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