Actually, I am not sure how this one started off. I think I first had an idea for a chord progression. Sometimes I doodle on the guitar or keyboards and pick out chords that I like – or more importantly – chord progressions or combinations that fit together. Anyway, I ended up with a very basic set of four chords. I played them with a simple rhythmical structure and started to get hypnotized by the repetitious waves it produced. The words from this poem seemed to fit easily in place. Drifting thoughts while looking out my home office window. A number of themes recycled in those thoughts. Haunting. Not yet solid or concrete. Like looking through fog but knowing something solid is right in front of you. Often I look back to my computer, which when idle, displays pictures I have taken of travels, friends and events. Above are pictures of a trip to Acadia National Park that got mixed up in the meandering day dream. I could begin my dream there, never wake up, and be perfectly happy.
That feeling inspired words that look at the relationship of the real and unreal ingredients in relationships. Opposing ideas that express the same thought. Scared and laughing, coming to say do not leave. Drinking but quite sober. The lyrics allowed me to use the chord progression and sparse rhythm structure to create an eerie musical landscape. In some ways creating the exact opposite of the romantic feeling of the verses.
I will have the music mixed and a final version ready in the not too distant future and will post so you can understand the references, or maybe come to your own! Here is “Felt This Way B4”.
“Felt This Way B4” MSK © 1-11-2005
It started off as
Just another Day Dream
Looking back on life.
Felt this way before
The other million times
I’ve looked into your face.
It started off as
Just another song
I couldn’t put in to words.
I came to tell you
Don’t go away
I promise I’ll never leave.
Take this as a gift
From one who couldn’t live
Without, yet lives In you.
I will struggle
But I will earn your trust
And that will set us free.
I stopped drinking but I still get drunk
I’d be REAL happy if I’d get out of this funk.
I never drive when I’m behind the wheel
Many sensations I can no longer feel.
It started off as
Just another Day Dream
Looking back on life.
Felt this way before
Scared half to death
And I’m laughing like a clown.
It started off as
Just another song
I couldn’t put in to words.
Too much time and nowhere to go
Then a lot of work for just a little bit of dough.
I’m a pacifist that just loves a good fight
And I say “Good Morning!” in the middle of the night.
I stopped drinking but I still get drunk
And I’d be REAL happy if I’d get out of this funk.
I never drive when I’m behind the wheel
Many sensations I can no longer feel.
It started off as
Just another Day Dream
Looking back on life.
Felt this way before
The other million times
I’ve looked into your face.
It started off as
Just another song
I couldn’t put in to words.
Too much time and nowhere to go
Then a lot of work for just a little bit of dough
I’m a pacifist that just loves a good fight
And I say “Good Morning!” in the middle of the night.
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